Monday, June 05, 2006

* * * Somewhere out there.... * * *

Work
Was late for work today, supposed to work at 11.00, i 11.30 then am ready to work, in the end had to sacrifice half and hr of my PRECIOUS break time because of the lateness. When it comes to work, i had to always compromise and weigh work and study. On one side, my manager is always lookin out for me and helpin me in ways she can, on the other side if she say nt enuff ppl then i would be very bad to say no right? But then if i say yes to her, then my study would be compromised cause of rushin here and there and then hm to shagged out to do anything cept slp. But then i told her alr for the followin next few weeks i would be busy cause of pros and exams. Then she say if can then help her lor, somehw or rather i feel indebted to her.....

Today 2 customers aksed me a quite familiar ques ag. One is "You Singaporean?" (Se tot i was frm Korea!!), another was, "Are u Australian?".... Well somehow or rather im used to it alr, but then i ws thinkin do i really nt look like im frm Singapore?? As a gal ALWAYS says, "Hmmmmm........."
Sch
Red light...

Self
Been smokin less cigars nowadays, tryin nt to..but then findin no reason to stop, cept for the fact its no gd, all the things i had done, are either for someone or for a cause. This one, im tryin to find a cause, im always thinkin, it for my health, its for encouragment to others, its for my future family. But then all this seemed so vague. its for myself, still the same. Remembered the time when Esther asked me nt to smoke, i quitted that day, for 4 mths straight. Tat time i even felt gross and sick when i smelt cigar smoke.. People might find tat im exaggerating the fact of me smokin, but then its actually a thing which can hold me tog, when im lonely, i smoke, when im stressed, i smoke, when im findin a solution, i smoke.

Maybe its true, i think too damn much, but then if i nvr think, wat happens in juz a short while will be forgotten forever, and chances will slip away. As they always had wif me, juz dun hav the luck or anything, either in work, play, or romance.

Wnet to CCK yest night, was goin to meet Taz they all but then after tat they changed location. Met up wif a few of my previous "frds", surprised that most of them still remembered me, Lot 1 changed alot, I hav changed alot, many things hav changed. They asked hw am i doin, i said im gd on my side, for them they are stil the same. I mean, im happy for myself tat im this way nw, which to some may be wuite slag still, but i noe tat im 180degrees frm wat i was be4, though there are still changes i need to do. I hope, tat "someone" will come soon and giv me a hand, clear the mist, dry the rain and bring the sun....

**Angels of the sky,
fill each of us with ur light.
that all that sees u will be enlightened,
with wings that soar thru the lonely skies,
with pride that happiness is found,
with tears of joy none can comprehend.
For the isolated ones are the only ones
for which hunger and thirst awaits them,
Touch all who gaze upon u,
Where nth can hinder us thru life.
Guide all whom i encounter,
tat i may be a pillar of strength,
nt a pillar of salt.**

SpankyJewels posted at 12:33 AM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

* * * ALOT of pic ...FINALLY!!! * * *

this time i will post more pics (if i hav) for... a pic says a thousand words...

Below are sum of the pics taken during the LAST FYP day






Celia and Zhen Qi

Yingxi and frd Zhen Qi
Bikers

The HAPPY guys
Ouch
Scissors, no paper and hav stones


A very nice pic indeed

Wats wif the hands??
Bullied


X men. At Cathay Grand
Bak Kut Teh.Nice but Ex

Thats abt all folks, actually gt alot, but then cause of the file size i cant put too many.


Created a fun quiz thing too, got it frm Taz the 1st time, seems quite fun so i tried it too haha. Im juz happy tat i got to post these pic ans also update my bolg, com hung on me for the sec time alr, dun noe wats wrong...But then i hope its juz temporarily. Heehee


**The soul needs a break sumtimes, to ease off frm the worries of life**

SpankyJewels posted at 2:30 AM

* * * ALOT of pic * * *

SpankyJewels posted at 2:30 AM

* * * ALOT of pic * * *

SpankyJewels posted at 2:30 AM