Sunday, May 07, 2006

* * * theEnd, theBeginning.... * * *

Sch
Everythings fine for now, cept for the pros and homework which needs more time to it. The homework are just extra things which i feel must be done which includes things like doin tuts be4 the actual tut, readin the notes be4 elct and stuff... Just feelin kinda bored in sch, and in everywhere else, haizz.... the only place i wanna be everyday is the beach..... (Mr LAZEy bones!!).

Work
Will be quiting the job by this Sun, wasted i cant get the Chivas Bartender T-shirt!!!! Wanted to buy frm them but then the manager say cant!! Sian!! One thing gd though, Ive learnt another new skill in bartending, but then this is only the very basic and also not very standard bartending, but its an exp for me.. There are also funny incidents like for a few times the staff there mistook me for a customer and stopped me when im tryin to retrieve the cups frm their stations!!(This misunderstandin is because even though im supposed to wear the tshirt, because im nt confirmed, tats y i wore my own black color shirt to work.) There was once i went to take the teaspoons frms the buckets as there was a shortage, the supervisor who was there couldnt regcognice me and LITERALLY GRABBED my arm and asked "Sir, if u nid anything we can get for u.. " I mean, LOL, no words to say, haha!! And then today there was a staff at the stations, when im nearing the stations to look for an empty bucket, she used her SWEETEST smile and smiled and asked me, "Hi Sir, Gd evening! May i ask wat u are lookin for?"(this gal was VERY sweet in actual person itself) Her colleagues who knew who i was told her i was the bartender there and she turned very red, giggled and turned away. Later on when i saw her i faked an innocent face and asked her for a teaspoon, she laughed and jokingly passed me a dirty one, then we both laughed!! haha !, that was fun! On top of alll this, i was smokin at the behind area where the toilets were. A lady who was goin into the ladies stopped in her tracks when she saw a 'guy' come out of the ladies, but then in actual fact the 'guy' was actually a butch who looked COMPLETELY like a guy, the poor lady maybe had a fright of her life !!!!!!

haha!all in all it was quite fun workin there, but then this job is goin to end but another one is comin up, at first i was goin to go for an interview at Zouks, then just now my bro introed me to a job a Taka G2000, iand I think tat most prob im able to work there..wonderin if it is a gd thing or a bad one....

Bike
Esthers gonna be very mad alr cause i havent gave her the full servicin that she nids,,,somemore i ahvent been goin to malaysia, so everything shes abt to go empty...haha, maybe tom goin in alr..somemore i havent gave ehr a wash for like ages,,must wash her next week..

Self
Sat at my block downstairs yest, tot of Grace, of Esther(the real one!), tot of the time tat we were together, somehow or rather the gals tat ive really put in all my ehart i cant seem to forget them, they had alr been given a special place in my heart where i couldnt erase, tot of the times tat were sweet, of the times we had our arguements, of the times tat were so funny i smiled even now thinkin of them..Even though we have onli shared like abt 4 mths for each of them, they were nvr less important to me..Noein tat that special someone for each of us is out there somewhere, waiting to be discovered..Nevertheless, im waiting to see who is tat gal who will break tat 6mths mark(1/2yr) and eventually one yr..thinkin to my self tat the one who has seen BOTH my grandparents will roughly be the one tat will stay on wif me, for both Esther and Grace had onli seen one side of my grandparents, tat is my Fathers side, they havent seen my Mothers side, but then these things will hav to wait til im goin to work i guess, now in sch theres hardly any eligible 'flowers' tat i can pick, very few who suits the pattern i wan, but then hey! Ppl always say the one u always wanted isnt always the one u are gonna marry, so im givin it a pass now, until further notice...!!!

**Like the deserts in the storm,
Over mountains so high, rivers so wide.
Vexing on wat is my piority,
Escaping frm reality's clutches.

Many things ive yet to see,
Emotional stuff ive yet to experience.

Forgetting tat i am only a human,
Objecting tat i cant be a saint.
Realising for a fact im special...Even though im vulrulnable.

WIshing somehow i will succeed,
Hoping tat i will be the best.
On hills i will soar and seas i will rise, to obstacles i will conquer and troubles i will solve.

In all i can be the one i want, it all comes to a state of mind.

Answer is that we all must try,
Minding the facts that we all can fly!!**

SpankyJewels posted at 6:14 AM