Saturday, December 24, 2005

* * * Is it to be??? * * *

Soo tired, so shagged out...wondered if it is meant to be...wat does it all imply? None noes, but then physically its draining me, mentally it devouring me frm inside out.This feelin that i've asked for had turned me upside down, the lack of concentration has led to despair and anguist. So then, is it the ending that is to be,or is it the ending i wan. Somtimes i hope it would be wat i wan, but then it seems to drift further and furhter away frm me, y? failed so many ppl who had high hopes on me, was it cause of my improper judgement, tat i;ve touched somtimes not to be touched, or is it my fault..tat everything had turned out this way....

???i've to get goin no matter wat...???

SpankyJewels posted at 4:27 AM