Sunday, October 30, 2005

* * * Hols End * * *

Hols
Holidays gonna be over in a while, havent rested enuff though, dun noe y..but then still felt happy i've achieve sumthing this holiday..: )

Work
Suntimes i feel pressured and pushed because of my good nature, really wanna shout out and lash out at any1 and every1, but then work is like this, hav to relax and let go, hopin everything will turn out fine.

bike
Getting dirty, no time..haha

grace
we're together...enjoyin the time together, loathing the moments apart.New and fresh feelin overwhelm me when im wif her, touchin me to the depths of my heart, somehow or rather she nvr fails to cheer me up whenever im stressed. watever the future will hold, im hopin the best the i can be, givin her wat i can and providing a shoulder if she needs it. : )

self
wanna change song, but the power converter seems very very slag, dun noe y.causing me to be stuck ag and ag wif the same songs..wat to do, wat to do????

SpankyJewels posted at 5:48 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

* * * Meant to be...to continue.. * * *

Intro
Finally able to update my blog alr, these few dayz bro had been playin Maple..thus not able to do anything abt my blog. Happened alot of things that i'd like to keep note on, but then juz did not hav the chance to put it down.

Work
There's been alot of enemity among the staff these days there.Had been thinkin whether or not to stay or go, one thing gd abt the place is that the staff are all very easy to get along wif, somemore the workin hrs are very flexible and i can work anytime i wan..Hav to wait and see wat wil happen..

Bike
She went for the 2nd servicing alr, felt better for her too as she can "run" faster nw, haha

the one???
Some1 i met while workin at choc bar, grace, whom im nw on very gd terms wif.. startin out everything and hoping everythin will work out between us, felt that closeness to some1 i had not experienced for a while. this feelin of sensation that drives and turns u upside dwn and yet comforts and protects u frm anything. It seems like we are always thinkig the same things and havin the same thoughts which greatly surprises me..haha! ENjoyed every moment wif her and hope she does too, but then i will hav to see whether or not she recipocrate my affections or is juz playin along wif me.. i feel she is serious though, even if we're onli startin out and everything seems fresh, comments heard are also not very nice, but i'll bear in mind these comments and see wat the future holds.all in all, all i noe is i like her, she like me, all things after that is secondary...

self
Lights are up in my life but then hav to balance between frds and her, otherwise not very for my future endeavors i noe..haha SORRY GUYS!!!

SpankyJewels posted at 10:09 AM

Friday, October 07, 2005

* * * Back * * *

Hols
Nows the hols alr, finally can settle dwn for some seroius packin of my room(during the exams i've tossed all my bks ard!) Some more things hav to be done for my bike, and then some really gd rest!

Self
Doubts cloud my mind recently over things i shouldnt hav touched, made my resolve lower, but then im pickin up ag, hav to try to reach the goal i've wanted for my future, but then these things continue to haunt and haress me, irregardless of hw i face them..It is meant to be or else....

*Maybe i think too hard..*

SpankyJewels posted at 10:18 PM