Friday, August 26, 2005

* * * Good as new... * * *

Balls
Went to play billiard wif JJ at AMK, after a while Ming came, followed by Ling, Ti and his frd. Later on we went to Vin's place to wash my bike. The dirt on my tires are very ahrd to wash lor!! Spent a gd deal of my time washin it!!! After tat im all sweat and perspiration... But then after tat im VERY satisfied wif the result.. Gd as the 1st day i saw her!! Haha!

Bike
Today at the traffic light got two guys on a bike admiring my bike, was a little bit happy and filled wif pride for her tat sum1 was admirin her. BUt then... When its time for me to go(green light) I loet go the clutch too fast and the engine stalled!! WAS SOOOO pai seh lor, looked at my rear mirror and saw the same guys laughing, AHHHHHH!~!!!! PAISEH till no word say!!

Malaysia
After the washin we went "Da you"(after the cleansing must fill her up!), let her hav a FULL stomach then ehaded back. At 1st tot of goin supper or billiard but then the guys were tired alr. So in the end went to the kopitiam nearby my hs for supper by myself, dun wanna trouble them..

Self
Hope everything turns out well in the end, makin some amendments but if the worst comes, i cant do anything alr.. Feelin lost somehow, dun noe y??? Soo empty inside, none to trust, became so hard-up and cold inside, maybe because of the experience inside. Tat all i can trust is myself, wonderin wat other's motives are, wondering if it is gd or bad. But then this is not gd i noe, wat can i do??? Its not a few days in tat kind of environment, but a few yrs leh.. Tryin am i, to slowly come back to society, blendin in to the place, hopefully by then there's still some who stays by my side, hopefully...

**Realize tat no matter hw bad we feel in watever circumstances, others had it worse...**

SpankyJewels posted at 4:10 AM