**The Isle of Isolation**
* * * Good as new... * * *
BallsWent to play billiard wif JJ at AMK, after a while Ming came, followed by Ling, Ti and his frd. Later on we went to Vin's place to wash my bike. The dirt on my tires are very ahrd to wash lor!! Spent a gd deal of my time washin it!!! After tat im all sweat and perspiration... But then after tat im VERY satisfied wif the result.. Gd as the 1st day i saw her!! Haha!
Bike
Today at the traffic light got two guys on a bike admiring my bike, was a little bit happy and filled wif pride for her tat sum1 was admirin her. BUt then... When its time for me to go(green light) I loet go the clutch too fast and the engine stalled!! WAS SOOOO pai seh lor, looked at my rear mirror and saw the same guys laughing, AHHHHHH!~!!!! PAISEH till no word say!!
Malaysia
After the washin we went "Da you"(after the cleansing must fill her up!), let her hav a FULL stomach then ehaded back. At 1st tot of goin supper or billiard but then the guys were tired alr. So in the end went to the kopitiam nearby my hs for supper by myself, dun wanna trouble them..
Self
Hope everything turns out well in the end, makin some amendments but if the worst comes, i cant do anything alr.. Feelin lost somehow, dun noe y??? Soo empty inside, none to trust, became so hard-up and cold inside, maybe because of the experience inside. Tat all i can trust is myself, wonderin wat other's motives are, wondering if it is gd or bad. But then this is not gd i noe, wat can i do??? Its not a few days in tat kind of environment, but a few yrs leh.. Tryin am i, to slowly come back to society, blendin in to the place, hopefully by then there's still some who stays by my side, hopefully...
**Realize tat no matter hw bad we feel in watever circumstances, others had it worse...**
SpankyJewels posted at 4:10 AM
* * * Good as new... * * *
BallsWent to play billiard wif JJ at AMK, after a while Ming came, followed by Ling, Ti and his frd. Later on we went to Vin's place to wash my bike. The dirt on my tires are very ahrd to wash lor!! Spent a gd deal of my time washin it!!! After tat im all sweat and perspiration... But then after tat im VERY satisfied wif the result.. Gd as the 1st day i saw her!! Haha!
Bike
Today at the traffic light got two guys on a bike admiring my bike, was a little bit happy and filled wif pride for her tat sum1 was admirin her. BUt then... When its time for me to go(green light) I loet go the clutch too fast and the engine stalled!! WAS SOOOO pai seh lor, looked at my rear mirror and saw the same guys laughing, AHHHHHH!~!!!! PAISEH till no word say!!
Malaysia
After the washin we went "Da you"(after the cleansing must fill her up!), let her hav a FULL stomach then ehaded back. At 1st tot of goin supper or billiard but then the guys were tired alr. So in the end went to the kopitiam nearby my hs for supper by myself, dun wanna trouble them..
Self
Hope everything turns out well in the end, makin some amendments but if the worst comes, i cant do anything alr.. Feelin lost somehow, dun noe y??? Soo empty inside, none to trust, became so hard-up and cold inside, maybe because of the experience inside. Tat all i can trust is myself, wonderin wat other's motives are, wondering if it is gd or bad. But then this is not gd i noe, wat can i do??? Its not a few days in tat kind of environment, but a few yrs leh.. Tryin am i, to slowly come back to society, blendin in to the place, hopefully by then there's still some who stays by my side, hopefully...
**Realize tat no matter hw bad we feel in watever circumstances, others had it worse...**
SpankyJewels posted at 4:10 AM
* * * No Lessons!!! * * *
SchNo lessons for thursday and Fri!!! Yea!! (Woke up late For thursday lessons so nvr go!) Can slp later, study a little, so many things to do for myself, hahahaha, gdgdgdgd! Gonna study for the 1204 thingy and also VB, been a little slag to do it but then hav been readin up alittle alr..
Yest did the 2201 test and presume i can do quite a bit of the ques given, test seems quite ok as i can do all the ques, but then dun noe if they are the correct ans anot!! Andrew told us the nite be4 to wake up early as the 3 of us always study alot the nite be4 and sumtimes nvr actually wake up for the test itself, but then HE OVERSLEPT FOR THE TEST! Partly because he set the wrong timing for his alarm clock, he set it to evenin 7 i think nad not mornin 7!! Poor thing hav to go and get an MC alr..
Sourgrapes
Been a little snappy these few dayz myself, maybe ate too much sourgrapes alr becoomin a MEGA sourgrapes KING my self!! Though i've got over it, seems tat i've past on the virus to some others in sch, till the class becoomin the SOUR class alr, hiz hiaz... Not noein the reason for wats happenin, but then i mean shouldnt continue like tat, otherwise very very bad thing will happen... No offence but then we all should stick together, and not hav "nei hong".. Nvr mind wat has happened, nay, after all its nth big, we forgiv and 4get.. haha, all the best for ALL our studies... (giv a smelly face and thou shall receive a smelly face, giv a funny face and thou shall receive it too!!)
Self
my PMS (hopefully) is over alr, haha, been wonderin and seein other ppl who hav more probs then me and hw thye could cope wif it and not me, nay, wouldnt be the normal one and sit and sulk but must try to ovecome and conquer it, im not a loser, nvr am one, nvr will be....
""*He is no fool who givs wat he cannot keep to gain wat he cannot lose*""
SpankyJewels posted at 5:33 PM
* * * Happy dayz.. * * *
WorkGotta work next week alr, partly because of the extra cash and partly because felt an obligation to help the guys there. Not because if im not there they cant finish their job, just tat i can also destress myself and also giv them a helpin hand.
Sch
Went studyin wif JJ today, next weeks' got test comin and prac test the week after next.. Somemore after 2 weeks is the start of the exams alr, must really study hard to score for it..
Self
Went "da you" wif the guys..JJ introed me to 2 of his frds who were very frdly.. They reminded me alot of my past frds..... Memories of the gd and bad flooded me whenever i tot of it.... Haiz
I tot i could control the inner self, but then in fact it was it who controlled me. Somehow its true when they say tat "a leopard will nvr change its spots", change was clear in me, but then its not change, its juz compressed into a deeper part of my heart, waitin for the chance to escape and return to its true form, i've kept it locked till nw, but then i feel im losin my will against it..slowly and yet steadily it takes control.. tryin..Hw can i break free, help me....
Im not wat i used to be anymore, evolved frm the 2nd stage and into the 3rd stage, where will i be, wat will i become, none noes.. My vision of the future is gettin bleak, but i'll try, not for my sake..but for my next generation....
**Most barriers in life is man-made, and...more often then not, we're the ones tat made them..**
SpankyJewels posted at 3:49 AM
* * * Noah's Ark * * *
Lessons to be learnt frm it-Plan ahead, it wasnt rainin when Noah built the Ark
-Dun listen to critics, do wat is nessary to be done.
-Build on high ground
-2 heads are better then one
-Speed isnt always an advantage
-The cheetahs were on board but... so were the snails.
-if u cant fight or flee, FLOAT.
-Take care of the animals as if they are "the last ones on the earth".
-Dun forget tat we're all "on the same boat".
-When things start to get deeper, dun juz sit and complain, SHOVEL.
-Stay below decks when the storm comes.
-Dun forget tat the Ark was built by amateurs, and the Titanic built by professionals.
-No matter how bleak the situation is, there's always the rainbow at the horizon.
-And, the most important thing, dun miss the boat.
SpankyJewels posted at 6:12 PM
* * * Shoppin spree stopped * * *
WorkHoliday this week, gd for me cause i can rest and do my stuff and sch things. but then bad for my cooleagues down at the shop cause the schedule will be more tighter. Sorry guys
Sch
Studied for the tests this week, got 3 ah!!! Somemore got alot of sch things must catch up to, revision also needed to be done as exams are really ROUND THE CORNER!!
BIKE
GETTING more in tune wif her, felt better whenever i took her out for a ride and just bring her go "tou feng"..Forgetting everything everytime i relax and enjoy wif her... HAHA!
Somemore tomorrow goin boy and auntie there to buy a few more "accessories" for my baby to "ai mei"!! : p
TOM ALSO GOIN !ST SERVINCIN ALSO<. HAppy, happy, happy!!! Cause can go a little bit faster alr, so the Wespas and the "Lao Ks"and the Phantoms cant overtake me alr!!! hahaha!
(And... this is for Vin, the slowest S4 rider WILL be goin faster alr!!!)
Self
Got for myself a new pair of sandals yest, went to Bugis wif Vin, Lin, Michelle and Liyan. Went to a few shops and finally stopped at the Beetle Bug shop, got a few designs and finally saw a pair which i liked alot, got and also was happy when my mum told me tat the sandals are very nice!!
Nearly got alot of other "barang barang" cept for the fact tat Vin stoppped me! Otherwise i'd hav got 2 bags, jeans jacket, shoes, long sleeve, shirt liao.... Thkz man, no need to waste $ alr!! HAHAHA!!!
**L.O.V.E == Lots Of Vexing Emotions**
SpankyJewels posted at 3:28 PM
* * * Holiday!! * * *
WorkNext week no work,can concentrate on the studies alr. gdgdgd!! : )
Today got a new colleague come to work today, he's taller then me lor!!!
Su Mei and Manfred they all today kept makin fun of each other today, very funny!!
Ester also came by to help out! (nice of her!!) Was a little angry wif Felix, cause he was somewat annoyed abt me servin the wrong cup for the coffee, i mean i serve wrongly serve wrongly lor, wats the point of rattling here and there abt the mistake, IM HUMAN!! HELLO!!! He also makes mistakes once in a while mah! Lol!
Studies
JJ, Gui, Vin, Lin came over to study for the 2106 quiz tom, very shagged alr but lucky they got come over and teach me hw to do, otherwise i gone case alr! thkz Everyone!!! Went to Malaysia to "Da You" also, haha!!
Bike
This week maybe go boy and auntie there to get some accessories, hav to see the rest!!
Self
Study, control and find a suitable one....
**We can do no great things, only small things wif great love....**
SpankyJewels posted at 4:59 AM
* * * Waitin for run-in * * *
SchSeeems like all of us are very slagged abt the pro thing, sch work also gettin to be a drag, but then im pushin myself forward everytime im slackin, hard but goin slow..
Work
Cant giv too muych time for work alr, exams comin nearer and nearer, startin studyin on my own alr cause vin they alll everytime not free..
Bike
Waitin for run-in, cause everytime im like very slow like tat! Vin say im the SLOWEST S4 rider he's ever seen so far! Haha! I scared my bike hurt mah!! Wait till run in then i'll try to fastn up!
Self
Happy, yet sad, joyful yet stressed, how comtradicting can humans get, u tell me!!
**Noe urself, find ur self, fulfill thyselves..**
SpankyJewels posted at 11:53 PM
* * * =) * * *
WorkEverything still goin on smoothly i hope.. Everyone's funny as usual, they are always makin me laugh and stuff which is gd.
Sch
Buckin up as i noe my grades are not so gd now. Exams comin also. The study grp must form ag.
Bike
Soooo Shoik the bike, brought her to Changi Village and Airport rd today, Feel so gd when i bring her out, its seems tat we can go anywhere in the world and conquer anything when im wif her..haha.Gonna treat her WELL!! B)
Self
Looked at the sea today and solved quite abit of probs i've not been able to solve lately, softened my burden alot today, thkz to the guys tat brought me there.. Objectives tat swayed moved back in place ag for nw...
**Beauty is in the eye of the beholder....**
SpankyJewels posted at 5:14 AM
* * * Continuing... * * *
BlogNowadays busy doin the bike thing, when i actually got the time to do the blog thing, bro wants to used the com... Today must blog a little, otherwise will "gu fu le" Jane's "ku xing"!!
Sch
Alot of things happened in sch, cokes tat had filled up wif gas nearly broke out ALL OVER THE SCH!! Haiz, y cant we all be like the supermodels in "Miss Congenality" and WANT WORLD PEACE????? Lol! There are bound to be ups and dwns in ANY relationships, but then we all hav to giv and take(this applies for me as well!), there is no perfect love in the world. Fortunately the sotrm has blew over and everythings fine alr(I hope). Everyone plz try to accomodate wif each other and remember Miss Angeline's FINE tutoring!!
Bike
Waitin for my bike (Y ISSIT SOOOOOO SLOW!), got the accessories this afternoon accompanied by Vin, JJ, Gui, Pearline, Ying (thkz guyzz) They all got me a gd offer also(compliment of Gui). All in all spent $120 on the stuff, still need to spend abt $70 for the cleanin accessories. Should be fine i guess, must really take care of "her" when she arrives!!
Self
Controlled my self well these few days, learnt really tat if u r stressed u should go and help sum1 in need, it destresses u somewat and cools u dwn somehw, learnt also to let some things go and take some back in return....
**When u love someone, u've gotta learn to let them go...**
(Nice chorus of a song, cant find it though. Wasted!!)
SpankyJewels posted at 10:01 PM
* * * Exhausted. * * *
BikeWoke up this mornin wif bad news slammed rite unto my face, but then im goin to continue no matter wat might happen....
Self
Soo tired this few days, emotionally and physicaly drained, hols should be to rest both, instead i used most of the reserve! Lol!
2nitez' a clear starry nite, the stars finally appeared, the winds embraced those who noticed them, the grasshoppers and frogs in the enarby field groaned abt the injustice of the world, and the street lights showed the way for the lost. Comforted (sort of anyway) by these sights of the night tat few ppl ever notice and appreciate.
**Believe in yourself and in your plan
Say not i cant but i can
The prizes of life we fail to win
If we doubt the power frm within...**
SpankyJewels posted at 12:04 AM