Monday, July 11, 2005

* * * Shagged... * * *

Work
Alot of ppl today, fully packed and by the time i noticed it, its time for me to go hm alr. My resolve for the S4 is getting stronger and stronger cause everytime i'd to leave early and let Felix they all do the closing cause i hav to catch the last train. If i hav a transport then i would not hav to worry abt the MRT thing alr.. really hate troubling and relying on others to do my own stuff!!! Nth i can do til i pass my TP..
Felix they all very funny today, they were cursing today, but then wats so funny is tat they replaced the actual hokkien vulgarities wif english ones, an actual translation frm hokkien to english! I'd a gd time laughing!!
Noticed something in work, its tat i've found out tat of the foreigners tat came into our shop, the French and the Germans are either the most friendly or the most beautiful ones(gals), they hav the most beautiful smile and i feel tat the French language is the most sophisticated one among the languages i've heard, said wif such grace and clarity(though i dun noe wat they are sayin now of course!) but then it seems so soothing to ones ears!!..

Feel im getting fat alr, must start exercise alr(stopped for some time alr), wondering also shall i cut my hair anot, hmmm... Need to buy a pair of jeans too, and boxers(the levis ones which dad got for me feels very comfy!! :P)... But then need to budget cause hav to leave a little for the jamming thing, Self-prac, S4, expenses...so on and so forth...
Cant believe im smokin a pack of ciggys for 4 days!! well, must continue wif this rate..haha, gd also for my health and wallet.. I must get thinneer and my wallet must get FATTER!!

iM tired, shagged, ECP's callin me but im too tired alr...must really find the tim eto go there alr, strss lvls in orange light wif family, personal, sch(a little), friends...feeling maybe i shouldnt care abt others and F***ing do my stuff, not caring abt others.....be a fishmonger(selfish)

**When will it be mine, tat i can enjoy as others hav.
When can i be contented, when there's none for me left....**

SpankyJewels posted at 2:12 AM