Thursday, July 07, 2005

* * * Devil's Horn and Angel's Halo... * * *

Sch
One of my horns came out today during prac... tried to keep in in my head but then the lecturer pushed it too far alr.. I mean, ok if ur wife or someone doesnt giv u sumthing doesnt mean u hav to pull a "hit me in the face" look and keep on grumbling and grumbling and grumbling...Its my fault yes i dont deny tat, but its just tat i dun like ppl who play too rough to others..i dun giv a damn when im pissed too lor.. F****ing IRRITATED! Luckily the halo surrounding me managed to keep tat horn frm fully comin out and prevented the other one frm even comin out, LOL! Kept myself "quite" calm and managed to "speak" to the lecturer and not yell..but inside my heart was like thumpin very hard, just like the feelin of be4 u got into a fight tat pattern...lucky, lucky, lucky nth happen.. Left directly after he had spoke finish to calm myself and to prevent anything frm happening..not gd, im still studyin and cant afford to quit sch....not in my plan..
Poor Irvin got bored also and joined me outside the class, my bad, influenced him too, my bad...

JJ NVR go SCH TODAY (If u are lookin, this is because i want to EMPHASIZE ur ABSENCE)
HE"S a BAD BAD BAD BOY!!!

Work
Boringg cause no customers today, Rach was there too and we were both tryin to find sumthing to do and makin jokes and laughing at ourseleves and stuff, but glad i've her company cause she's made me laugh my head off and 4get abt the sch thingy...

Gene
Called Gene today and asked him abt his dianogsis thing, he said doc havent reply yet...but hope nth bad will happen cause the dianogsis is for the examination of the presence of cancer cells...
Praying for u Bud!

Wrote somthing during break today, while gazing at the sea and the skies...
***The blue skies, the salted seas, filled wif abundancy, filled wif bliss.
Overflows wif serendity, calmness and peace, any1 tat comes, it comforts wif ease.
the sea makes one feel comforted, the skies warmth causes one to be baffled.
How both had been my friend yet foe, been my reliance yet absorber of my soul.
Overwhelmed by it yes i am, forever by their side i will stand....***

SpankyJewels posted at 10:33 PM