**The Isle of Isolation**
* * * Shagged...Confused... * * *
WorkWas supposed to go to work today but i didnt go. Reason..not because i do not wanna go, but is because i DID NOT NOE THE F***ing SCHEDULE HAS CHANGED!!! When i saw it on Sunday, the schedule for mine was onli for tues, then today Felix called me and said i am workin today! LOL! I didnt noe lor. He said tat i had wanted to work tues and Sat, so he put me these 2 days, then i say how come the schedule nvr put, he sayhe tot he noe tat i noe im workin on these 2 days. I mean, hw am i supposed to noe rite, the scheldule put one day so i noe one day only lor, am i supposed to go and see everyday to check whether my schedule has changed anot, if so, shoudnt the one changeing it inform 1st. Im really irritated lor, though workin there all the ppl there are mostly very nice to me, the prob tat i realize is tat they are tooo SLAGGED, Dun care attitude. If u do not "CLICK" wif them, they dun care nuts abt u! In the end nvr go work, casue Felix say he'll find a replacement, he sounded angry, but ITS not my fault lor! WTH! I dun wanna argue wif Felix over this because the bike is comin, and i will need the $ for the instalments and stuff, cant afford to go lookin ard for another job, besides, i liked the job itself, enriching and can meet up wif all kinds of ppl. I noe tat they will definitely say all types of things one, but then i will hav to put up wif it, at least for the time being....Spoilt my whole afternoon Because of this////
Revision
Came out wif JJ to study for a while, after that Ti came by and we conversed for another while..
Self
Made up the hooks for the helmets which are comin in, everything looks ok nw waitin anxiously for the bike thing to be settled...waiting, waiting, waiting....
**Nvr look dwn on a person, unless u are goin to lift him up....**
SpankyJewels posted at 4:25 AM
* * * Rounding.. * * *
AmusedWent to the toilet at Sembawang mrt today, saw a little boy abt to the hieght of my hips pressin the water tap for the water, i watched for a while and find the way he was doin it amusing, cause those taps where u hav to press one is juz press once and let go rite? The boy pressed it for like 10secs be4 washin his hands wif it, i went over and helped him press, at the same time askin him y he pressed the tap for so long then wash his hands. His reply was he tot tat if he press 1sec and the amount of water is tis much, then if he rpessed it longer then the amount of water will increase also, then he pointed out (when im pressin the tap for him) "U see! u press the tap for so long, the water so much alr lor!" Soo cute, so naive...
S4
So excited abt my bike tat i woke up at 8plus today! Juz coudnt get myself to slp, tot it was too early to call the rest of the guys so slept ag till 10plus, then still felt too early slept till 1plus Vin called, TOTALLY excited, went to bathe and went dwn to meet them, JJ overslept and didnt wake up till we gave him alot of calls! Went 1st to Boon Siew and then to Mah Motors, All in all still tot the Boon Siew guy convinced me better then the Mah Motors guy..In the end next week tues latest wed will go dwn to buy the bike alr, then latest the week after next's wed will get the bike alr! Happy, Happy, Happy!!!
Touring
Went to fetch Vin and Pearline go bring my bro hm frm his western stall at CCK, showed them my old hs and also some of my old hangouts, old memories flooded in......
Self
Felt empty these fews days, lackin in sumthing and growin in sumthing, tryin to reduce all these emotions but they always get the better of me.. Why do these things ALWAYS happen to me, cant U juz giv me sumthing less complicated!! LOL!! Y must U giv me these situations when i will always choose to forgo and wait... Y????
**Be thee naive as a child, wif the innocence of children fill every1 anytime and everywhere...**
SpankyJewels posted at 3:52 AM
* * * Comin nearer.. * * *
Projectthe guys came over ag vor the pro thing, worked for a few hrs then all of them tired and slept on my bed (most of them anyway!). Finished abt 6plus, vin went 1st cause Abel's birthday, then Ying as Gui comin to fetch her, then JJ cause he went for his audition (All the best!), then daniel cause he's meeting his frds, then the 2 gals. Still need to finish the DBMS thing and the TCP/IP group thing, dun wanna cram up everything till the exams, not gd for us all! Still thinkin whether Sat wan them all to meet up ag, maybe..
T-plate
Vin's takin off his undies tom, should be happy huh! Happy for him too, but hop ehis takin of the class 2a will not hinder his sch work and stuff, may he pass everything once, smoothly, if it is destined to..
Bike
Tom's goin to see the bike and ask everything abt it alr!!! Happy! Tom gotta confirm alr cause next tues will go buy alr, cant wait for it to come, so many things wanna do and share wif it!! hAHA!! Hope i'll get a gd deal..
Self
Wanting to reduce the ciggys, but ended up smokin more and more, i onli smoke when im stressed, so why am i soo F***ing stressed when there seems to be nth for me to be so...
**Why do ppl find love.... To complete their incomplete lives....**
SpankyJewels posted at 11:44 PM
* * * Waiting.,.. * * *
WorkThinkin i cant go for work next week. : ( Cause i've gotta settle the bike's things and do not noe when the bike will come, really cant wait for it to come!!!
Project
All the guys came to my hs yesterday, quite ok as Irvin helped me to find out the problem why i cant install the Rose thing into my com. Thkz man!
Worked for like one hr onli and they all were like getting sleepy alr. LOL! (Tats the reason why i ALWAYS cant wake up on time!) Cause they were alll doin on my bed (Which took up abt more then 3/4 of the room!) AND ALL OF THEM FELT SLEEPY!! haha! Finished abt 8plus 9, shagged.Then gene called and asked me to go ECP, went wif Irvin and Gui to see the batt-controlled car, priced abt $69, but plus everything abt $100, still considering cause was thinkin if i get tat one i would not hav the time to play it also...Somemore hav to save some $ in case the motor instalments cant pay! After tat went to vin's hs dwnstairs and talked abt the S4 for a while, maintanence and stuff.. gdgd : )
Friends
Sharon's not feelin better i noe, but then tryin am i to help, prayin and hopin she'll get better frm it, and evolve to be a wonderful lady! Kampatei Kudasai!! Im here for u, bud!
Self
Bro keeps usin the com to play his online pool(like the time i played maple! haha.) But then therefore i cant use the com and update my blog, this blog im doin is in sch ok!! Lol! Haiz! Hope he faster get his laptop, otherwise he everytime play tat game also dun "zhi dong" one, volume noe im slpin alr the volume still switched till very loud, after i tell him to turn dwn then he do so, no consideration at ALL, period!
Have very funny dreamz these fews days, dun noe if they are a premonition of sumthin yet to be or simply a dream, sometimes i hope it will become real, hopin so much. But then, if it becomes real.......
Alot of things i'll be getting for next mth, so many things hav to take charge for alr, May all things work for the best for those who deserve it..
**The flowers have grown,
replacin the ones alr wilted.
Seasons passed, bringin wif it
the old surroundings and warmth.
Newer, more fresher ones had grown,
more outlasting, more worthy of praise.
But one could only view frm afar,
the flowers tat had grown on another hill.
Still, beautification is within tat hill,
where one of thousands exist.
Flowers, Trees come to this barren hill,
fill it with fullness and pride tat once had been.
Bringing feelins of humanity,
fruits of joy, warmth and continuation.
Fill all the hills wif their own unique colors
tat stays in harmony wif Mother Nature.**
SpankyJewels posted at 11:00 PM
* * * Finally... * * *
S4Finally able to get the S4, but then it is a new one which is Spec 3, a little costly but as my parents onli believe in 1st hand no choice.. Now hav to think of the accessories i hav to get for it alr, somemore hav to get a full face though will wait a while cause irvin they all say wait a while 1st be4 getting the full face..The bike shop will be giving me 2 MHR white helmet, gd as my bike will also be in white, Fri hav to trouble vin they all to go wif me to MAH motors and also Boon Siew(The place where im gettin my bike) to see if they got giv anything extra to us anot, cause vin they all think that i kana (cheated) alr cause as a person buy 1st hand normally the bike shop will giv alot of things one,but then this shop giv little only, so hav to see Fri hw...
Vin they all took the trouble to come to my place to pass me the Bleach CD, but then in the end the disc still cant play, maybe hav to find one day go his hs to wach alr..haiz///..
Work
This week sort of rest week for me cause i onli workin tues, the rest of the time will be spent on studyin and stuff..
**Anything u wanna hav to hold, u've gotta let sumthing go....**
SpankyJewels posted at 1:16 AM
* * * Help given... * * *
WorkTwins came to help us today, one of them was an ex-staff of Choc Bar, all i noe was was one of them is called Esther, the other one not very sure, but then glad tat they are there to help.Somemore they are very funny also, kept makin jokes and laughing ard.. : )
Sch
Larva Queen blew up today, maybe its because of PMS, maybe becuase of wakin up on the wrong side of the bed, maybe....maybe....
Personal
Tot of so many things today, while havin my break, lookin thru the seas, the buildings, felt tat sumthing has changed, sumthing shifted, so heavy a burden and yet so fragile...
****It has been a fleeting memory, a feeling past ages ago.
Long has it clung unto my heart, so close tat i can hear it breathing.
Yet so far it escapes when capture it i try.
Nevertheless, i've grown to let it go.
It stays, however by my side, nvr failing to push me on,
Whenever im slackin, stoppin, or wantin to let go..
But wif it comes the pain of the memories, warmth and respect.
But goin on im tryin, preparin for another empty slotin my heart,
next to the one tat cant be erased, but as important and special.
Nth ever stays the same, nth will, ever.......**
SpankyJewels posted at 12:30 PM
* * * Ups and Downs.. * * *
TPPassed the test!! YEAH!! So "kan qiong" lor! At 1st the TP instructor must verify our name,ic and birthdate, when my name was called, i went up and said my name and ic smoothly, then when he called me to say my birth date i was "kan qionging" until i actually 4GOT MY DATE OF BIRTH!!!!! I was like "huh..huh..huh..."LOL! Before tat nite also, was anxious abt the test tat i actually dreamt of driving thru the circuit!!! But glad i passed everything ... : )
Frozen
Accounts been freezed by parents cause they say wanna standby MY $ for MY BRO'S business!!
No words say..... Mums acc is used for my relatives' wedding(2 of my cousin' getting married), Dad's acc for home usage. Then she told me tat if i need $ ask her for it... Haiz!!!! Spec 2 hav to wait liao...
Work
today i "kallang kabo", was refillin the drinks when the lid fell off!! The customer practically shouter(its a gal), i was soo embarressed and kept apologising, but then she said nvr mind nvr mind, making me feel even badder!!
Sch
!st test got excuse cause TP,2nd one nearly flunked it if not for the teachers help, but then its the 1st time i got the feelin of really dun noe how to start the test, hte 1st ques i jam liao, all the previous ones i can still at least do most of it but then this one, raelly at a loss, told myslef i dun wanna repeat the same mistake..
Irvin heated up because of this, poor thing studied for it but stilll he cant start the thing, hope everything will work out well for him, im sure he can one!!! KAMPATEI!!!
***We can only grow in difficult circumstances..***
SpankyJewels posted at 1:10 AM
* * * Shagged.... * * *
WorkPacked today, FULLY!! And all the plates and cutleries are like left all over the place...Totally tired! Luckily Felix told me to take cab hm, otherwise by the time i reach Sembawang i'd hav slept all the way to Jurong alr!!! Saw a Very swet gal today, BIG eyes and a very sweet voice, but she's wif a guy who doesnt giv a d*** to wat she's sayin..LOL! I felt like goin to the guy and tellin him to giv the gal some respect, i mean she's talkin to him and he's like dun care lor, These kinda guys must kana scoldin BIG TIME!!!!
Hurt myself while cleanin up today, i was too "kan qiong" alr and my thumb hit against the pionted edge of the metal cupboard! didnt noe it was bleedin till the cup(white in color) was stained wif blood!!LOL!! Now it feels numb...
DreamLand
Woke Ying frm her dreamland, seems she had pressed on my num accidentally and whnen i called back, she sleepily answered my call, my God, shouldnt hav recorded her voice, Sounded sooo damn sweet lor!! haha!!!
TP
2 days and counting... : P
Came back hm tired, shagged out and happy CAUSE ITS THE START OF A BRAND NEW WEEK!!!!
**Ever seen an angel? Its when a gal is slpin on the bed...
Ever heard an angel's voice? Its when her voice when she just woke up frm her slp....**
SpankyJewels posted at 2:38 AM
* * * Busi all the way... * * *
Self-pracMistaken the 12.45 self prac as 2.40 one, so nvr go...wasted 27 bucks for charity...miss one prac liao, thinkin maybe mon book one more prac..still thinkin...
Work
Very busy today lor, 1str time doin Sat nite and the ppl were like comin in and comin in and comin in, outside there were still groups of ppl waitin...outside i saw one group very funny, not because they were funny but is because they came here wantin to eat the Fondue thing, at 1st they were all smilin and laughin and jokin, then after standin outside and waitin for like half an hr, all their faces pulled a long face, not talkin alr, juz starin at us, thinkin we'll go ikea buy some more space and furtniture for them to sit or somthing.i mean, its FULL HOUSE, wat do u expect????
After tat while we were all busy doin our stuff some gal took my pic wif her cam, i knew cause i looked up wonderin where the camera flash were and it was pointin in my direction(Im in a place in the store where u WOULD not take pic frm one, nth outstandin where im standin) Then the gals on tat table was like all looked dwn, even the one wif the cam, then when i went over to pour water(they were laughin and talkin), all of them suddenly became quiet and giggled and giggled over God noes wat!!!
Finally finished and went back early cause Felix alowed me to, Total SHAGGED OUT!!!
TP
Comin nearer and nearer, NERVOUS.......
SpankyJewels posted at 1:33 AM
* * * EVerything's fine...I hope... * * *
SchGui wore his new shirt today, soo envious lor! haiz!! ...
jane sudennly wnet back hm, dun noe y, but then after tat she said nth wrong...hope its true.
Grace got a new haircut today, looks quite nice on her, im also goin to get a haircut alr, hair too long, very awkward..Now i hop everything will be ok alr after consoling both of them, just wish for all of us to at elast TALK wif one another, tats all im askin, nth more...
Work
Jolene also got a new style today, she bleached her hais, nicer i feel, somemore today she put makeup, dun noe y???Seems to me she looked nicer and more attractive this way...Big eyes and a natural smile tat captivates ppl...Poor thing got PMS today, wanted to tell her to rest but she want to work..nth i can help cept try to help her in wat i can...
Self study
wanted to self study for a while but then gene called and he showed me he's new remote controlled car, its sooo damn cool lor, (will get it if i can, he's got slivia and supra, thinking i will get BMW or EVO) He told me not to get the EVO cause the other day an EVO BLEWED him, lol, i mean if u EVO alr y blow a civic rite??? Played wif gene and mandy for a while then wnet to meet jj and vin, we talked there lor, nvr study much...then i hav to go and fetch my bro at Teck Whye cause he just got a shop there(western food- he sort of one of the shareholders there), came back and got one more daughter!! Sharon!! haha, im a blessed dad!!
Somehw or rather im troubled, but i felt better after solvin others probs, maybe i'll continue to do tat, then revalation will come for me, the ans i've been searching for will slowly unveil.... i hope..
**Watever has happened HAS happened and IS MEANT to happen, wat matters now is the future, make it the best u can be, for urself...for others....**
SpankyJewels posted at 1:08 AM
* * * Sooo nice... * * *
SelfI have been blind, unwilling. To see the true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing, I'm on my knees, confessing...
That i feel myself surrender each time i see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty, your unassuming grace.
and i feel my heart is turning, falling into place.
I cant hide it now hear my confession...
I have been wrong abt you, i tot i was strong wifout you.
For so long nothing could move me,
for so long nothing could change me...
You are the air tat i breathe, you are the ground beneath my feet.
Why did i stop beliving...in you...????
So meaningful and so true...
(Listen carefully to the song being played *Josh Groban-My Confession*)
Work
Boss came a while and left, seeing no customers, i went and made SOUFFLE(SOOOOO NICE!!!!!!!!) An american family came by and the little gal was sooo cute lor, she had blue eyes, sweet smile, and a very SWEET voice! She said thk you tat melted my heart(My day brightened up when she said tat to me!! : ) )
Sch
Getting more complicated everyday, dun noe y..Gues nobody care abt anybody anymore, y cant consideration and peace be wif us all the time??? I want peace and harmony to thrive, but tat seems so hard to manage, stressed, sooo stressed...Maybe tooo F***ing nosy of me to poke into others business, but then it hurts to see your frds slashing each other wif knives(describing only), trying, still trying...
Frds
Must find someday to meet up wif Sharon they all alr, been sometime since i met wif them, tat day Sharon called me go fishing but i nvr reply, paiseh alr...Must really find someday to go out ...
**Put urselves in others' shoes, how will you feel, the world isnt made up of u only, understand y actions are made this way and how the outsome will be if something is done in one way or another...Listen, when you got 2 ears, and let not ur tongue slip mindlessly, if it is 1 by itself...Seek to be together rather then be hurt all the way, for nth gd will come out of it if it stays in this way.....**
SpankyJewels posted at 10:53 PM
* * * Inner confusion... * * *
SchEveryones dwn wif either sickness of the physical body or of the inner body(heart and feelins).
Very hard to cope wif the all, dun noe y alll these had happened, but hope everything will turn out fine in the end..
Jam
Went out wif irvin, jj, pearline, gui, mel and ti today for guitar session, played quite ok and maybe helpin jj to play in his voiceout thingy..Hope i wouldnt do too badly and dissappoint him..
Talked wif vin and pearline abt goin overseas for a trip and maybe goin, who noes, still hav to confirm wif Sharon they all 1st see they wanna go 1st anot...Tat time promised them alr still havent go...
Western Food
Bro got a stall sellin western food sharing wif his frds, its the same stall tat i'd worked in while in my sch days (At cck teck whye there). At 1st mum nvr telll me to share wif bro cause shes afraid i might get in touch wif the past frds and get into trouble ag, some of them are in tat same kopitiam as the stall.. I mean, if i wanted to go back i'd gone back by now rite, instead of waitin for soo long...LOL...now wasted my chance of becomin boss for once ...
Feelins
confuised, but gettin myself together bit by bit alr, still hav to find tat missin link to me....will find it someday i hope.. : )
TP
TP's next week! Dun noe wats the outcome, but hope everythings turn out fine... Then hav to decide when i can acutallty get a gd bike...
**Seek not to hav more enemies then friends, cause u nvr noe when u will need their help, and them urs...
SpankyJewels posted at 2:53 AM
* * * Shagged... * * *
WorkAlot of ppl today, fully packed and by the time i noticed it, its time for me to go hm alr. My resolve for the S4 is getting stronger and stronger cause everytime i'd to leave early and let Felix they all do the closing cause i hav to catch the last train. If i hav a transport then i would not hav to worry abt the MRT thing alr.. really hate troubling and relying on others to do my own stuff!!! Nth i can do til i pass my TP..
Felix they all very funny today, they were cursing today, but then wats so funny is tat they replaced the actual hokkien vulgarities wif english ones, an actual translation frm hokkien to english! I'd a gd time laughing!!
Noticed something in work, its tat i've found out tat of the foreigners tat came into our shop, the French and the Germans are either the most friendly or the most beautiful ones(gals), they hav the most beautiful smile and i feel tat the French language is the most sophisticated one among the languages i've heard, said wif such grace and clarity(though i dun noe wat they are sayin now of course!) but then it seems so soothing to ones ears!!..
Feel im getting fat alr, must start exercise alr(stopped for some time alr), wondering also shall i cut my hair anot, hmmm... Need to buy a pair of jeans too, and boxers(the levis ones which dad got for me feels very comfy!! :P)... But then need to budget cause hav to leave a little for the jamming thing, Self-prac, S4, expenses...so on and so forth...
Cant believe im smokin a pack of ciggys for 4 days!! well, must continue wif this rate..haha, gd also for my health and wallet.. I must get thinneer and my wallet must get FATTER!!
iM tired, shagged, ECP's callin me but im too tired alr...must really find the tim eto go there alr, strss lvls in orange light wif family, personal, sch(a little), friends...feeling maybe i shouldnt care abt others and F***ing do my stuff, not caring abt others.....be a fishmonger(selfish)
**When will it be mine, tat i can enjoy as others hav.
When can i be contented, when there's none for me left....**
SpankyJewels posted at 2:12 AM
* * * Devil's Horn and Angel's Halo... * * *
SchOne of my horns came out today during prac... tried to keep in in my head but then the lecturer pushed it too far alr.. I mean, ok if ur wife or someone doesnt giv u sumthing doesnt mean u hav to pull a "hit me in the face" look and keep on grumbling and grumbling and grumbling...Its my fault yes i dont deny tat, but its just tat i dun like ppl who play too rough to others..i dun giv a damn when im pissed too lor.. F****ing IRRITATED! Luckily the halo surrounding me managed to keep tat horn frm fully comin out and prevented the other one frm even comin out, LOL! Kept myself "quite" calm and managed to "speak" to the lecturer and not yell..but inside my heart was like thumpin very hard, just like the feelin of be4 u got into a fight tat pattern...lucky, lucky, lucky nth happen.. Left directly after he had spoke finish to calm myself and to prevent anything frm happening..not gd, im still studyin and cant afford to quit sch....not in my plan..
Poor Irvin got bored also and joined me outside the class, my bad, influenced him too, my bad...
JJ NVR go SCH TODAY (If u are lookin, this is because i want to EMPHASIZE ur ABSENCE)
HE"S a BAD BAD BAD BOY!!!
Work
Boringg cause no customers today, Rach was there too and we were both tryin to find sumthing to do and makin jokes and laughing at ourseleves and stuff, but glad i've her company cause she's made me laugh my head off and 4get abt the sch thingy...
Gene
Called Gene today and asked him abt his dianogsis thing, he said doc havent reply yet...but hope nth bad will happen cause the dianogsis is for the examination of the presence of cancer cells...
Praying for u Bud!
Wrote somthing during break today, while gazing at the sea and the skies...
***The blue skies, the salted seas, filled wif abundancy, filled wif bliss.
Overflows wif serendity, calmness and peace, any1 tat comes, it comforts wif ease.
the sea makes one feel comforted, the skies warmth causes one to be baffled.
How both had been my friend yet foe, been my reliance yet absorber of my soul.
Overwhelmed by it yes i am, forever by their side i will stand....***
SpankyJewels posted at 10:33 PM
* * * Slowly but steadily... * * *
SchoolAbsolutely late for class today, cant seem to wake up today... But then will catch up soon alr..
War of the Worlds
Went to watch the movie today, seems ok cept for the fact tat the supposedly mechanical aliens tat invaded earth died because of the very living tissues tat they had absorbed into them.(they were hunting humans and draining their blood!) Like the ending which said sumthing VERY MEANINGFUL!!(Below is the paraphrased version of my understanding) TRULY touched by it!!
After tat i went home and u noe wat, i created the one and onli ashed cigarette coke drink!! The story of this begun when Adam, (the originator) was walking home after seeing War of the Worlds and thinking abt the ending (he was carryin a drink frm the movie), he finished abt 2 thirds of the drink and wanted to throw away but there was no dustbin, so ,being the GOOD CITIZEN tat he is ( =p ), he held it in his hand while smokin. THEN, after smokin, he STILL cant find any dustbin so, BEING THE GD CITIZEN tat he is, he threww the cigarette into the half finished drink... Then while DEEP in his thoughts, he FELT thirsty and DRANK frm the same drink in his hand!! TADAH!!!!! Ashed Cigarette Coke was formed and drank by the originator!!! Wonderful!! PS :: DUN try it, sucks all the way!!!!
Glad i've seen the show, the last sentence spoke to my heart and awakened sumthing in me and cleared alot of doubts tat i've had...
***Humans were not created wifout purpose or reason, but they were formed in the hope tat neither in the living or death shall their lives be in vain...***
SpankyJewels posted at 11:05 PM
* * * Better Man.... * * *
IllnessRecovered well frm the illness, maybe its becasue im too tired tats y got sick, but now feelin better..
jam
Went jammin wif neo, irvin, jj and pearline today, though everythings still ok on the surface, we've got to practice and time is not a factor i 've abundantly..At hand i've got my sch work, work, Tp and personal affairs to attend to, considerin forgoin the jammin thing, but then still hav to see 1st....
PonTannin
We skipped the lectures today cause the modules taught are quite easy, went to bishan and ate coffee bean there, slag for a while and then went to sch ag for the java tut, lucky for me tutor helped me so i got to finish my tut alr, haha...
bike
gui sold his bike alr, gotta get a new s4 liao, haiz, when will it be my turn????
Fine
Tat day i was just tellin the others hw i've not been booked for a fine and then now in one week i hav 2! lol! no words say...
Feelin alot better and in control of my mood now, but then sumthing doesnt seem rite, dun noe wat it is, must find out sooner or later, or maybe issit because i dun wanna find out the truth...hmmm...
**Reality sucks....**
SpankyJewels posted at 2:53 AM
* * * * * *
IllnessThe minor sore throat tat i didnt giv a concern abt had became a quite serious thing, maybe its because of my "engine overheating", now i feel shagged and restless and doesnt wanna do anything cept for slpin and resting , engine need to "overhaul" liao.. Been workin till late and then goin studying and then mapling and the continuing all over ag... Guess body cant take it alr.... Some more tom got quiz and i just studied a little onli... but now too shagged to continue wif it...
Maple
Been playin less and less of maple alr, no mood and no time...maybe its gd in a way, but then i want to reach at least lvl 40(now 39) be4 i pause for a while, otherewise like "yi pan yi pan" like tat..
Smoking
Nowadays smoked lesser and lesser also while outside, partly becasue no time and partly becasue dun feel like it..tooo ex also... Gd mah, lesser and lesser then MAYBE stop....(MAYBE)..
Haircut
Mel got a haircut today, nice and had the formal executive look if she dresses up....gdgd
Sch
Talked wif him today, guilty tat i felt tat way towards him after hearing abt his sad past, wanted to make up to it by conversing wif him more and accomodating.. hope he becomes someone great someday....Trying
**the greatest power of all is often simple patience..**
SpankyJewels posted at 11:10 PM
* * * Tired... * * *
Le CoqHappy tat i bought the Le Coq Sportiff bag, retailing at $69.. Its very gd to use lor! Can use itr if i wear little formal and can also use it for outdoor use or on the street use.. Worth it!!!
Work
Tried the soufflle today, its like a chocolate muffin with dark and white chocolate sauce on the inside, TOTAL HEAVEN!!! ITs very nice lor, though sellin for a price of $14++ for a muffin abt 4 inches in diameter.. Worth it too!! will try it ag, ABSOLUTELY DELIGHTFUL!!!!
TP
Week after next will be TP Test alr, hais, must work less and practice more, and hav to juggle all these between sch, wat a drag...
Went to work today, dun noe y so shagged these few days, wanting to juz rest for like erternity and dun move frm there.. Maybe its work, maybe its sch, maybe its others, who noes??? HAv a little sore throat now, maybe because of all the chocolate tat i ate???haha, Prayin tat everything will go smooothly frm here, for something ...for everything...
**I can do anything and surpass it, only if i try....**
SpankyJewels posted at 1:42 PM
* * * Day of many happenings... * * *
Sch....Poor Jane got food poisoning today and nvr went to sch.. Hope she feels ok by tom..Seems tat most o fthe modules are quite ok cept for the thoeratical parts, really hope everyone goes thru these well.. Glad for Mel tat she is changed for the better this sem, Previous sems are like a little Ap gal who always skip classes, but then this sem she is always puntual (for most of it anyway), givs us morning call (i was the one giving them morning call last sem, now im the one RECEIVING morning calls cause i CANT wake UP! LOL!) Truly like the DOVE advertisement she has "Changed frm an ugly duckling to a graceful swan!" Keep it up!!U will always hav our support..
Work
Wa actually quite spissed wif the boss today... Today alot of customers mah, full hs leh in the afternoon, therefore i work here work there, then later on i can manage alr the other gal workin wif me Rachel asked me if i wanted any help, i said no need cause i can manage alr, the boss heard it and retorted "Aiyah! He's acting busy onli lah" *Plz pardon me for all the language tat follows * Fauk man! the hokkien vulgarities nearly came out of my mouth! Blood alr(Meanin very angry)! I said the 1st vulgar word alr and was thinkin of tellin him to repeat wat he had said, and if he does tat, he'll hav 2 more colors added to his fat, chubby and GIGANTIC irritating face, namely black and blue!! Rachel saw tat i was nearly losin it and quickly replied to him tat it was really very busy especially for my side(im in charge of the drinks and fondue and Rachel 's in charge of the food) I went to another side and continued wif my stuff, totally FAUKIN IRRITATED!!! a while later Rachel came and talked and joked wif me, LUCKYily she's there, otherwise i'd had lost it alr!! THAnk You soo much!!! Wad a DAY!!!
Shooppin
was havin my dinner at marina square today at window shopped at Royal Sporting Hs, saw a Le Coq Sportiff bag quite nice, thinkin of buyin it, still considering...
**I'll change, i must....**
SpankyJewels posted at 2:53 AM