**The Isle of Isolation**
* * * Beginning... * * *
| Sch started today wif alot of the class having different looks and gadgets, comforting to noe tat most of them havent changed, tats gd.. Went to book my 2A today, determined to get to the TP test date at 27 june..must try...then after tat must think abt getting a bike probably wif the help of jj and irvin liaoz.. Went with Sharon to Swensens Orchard, one thing i can say is tat the service is not very gd there lor, i mean there were empty seats available and the staff were walkin to and fro wifout any1 attendin to us, a queue began to form and the ang moh in front of us took the initiative and went inside on his own! after tat the food came wifout any cultleries, wth! are we supposed to eat wif our hands. then the same thing happened wif the ice cream! Haiz. But then i supposed they are very busy and cant notice these small stuff.... Came back feelin a bit relaxed cause stress is beginnin to build up inside of me..Lucky for the destressation.. =p waited for the dl of the naruto thing but it is so long can! in the end fell aslp wifout noeing it in front of my com!! *Hav desserts when u are stressed(stressed inverted = desserts)* |
SpankyJewels posted at 4:46 AM
* * * End of Hols.... * * *
| Finally came the end of the holidays, wondering would it be a gd thing or bad....Spent the whole day givin a final tidying to my room and com and told my pair of hamsters (Mickey & Minnie) tat i wouldnt be so free to attend to them anymore. Uploaded a pile of songs into the Mp3 player and arranged the Tuner presets, packed my bag and prepared the clothing for tom, I'm ready to go! Gd luck to all wif the studies and examz tat follows, all the best and "KamPaTei(Japanese for work hard)"!! I "ma fan" Jane ag this afternoon wif the blog thin cause the song dun noe y i cant upload into the blog myself..Hiazz! Then everytime Poor Jane hav to put up wif my everlasting questions of why is it like tat and why cannot... Thkz man for the help!! Bro called me to play wif his frds at OCC (Orchid Country Club), played till 3, lost $20 in billiard,cant believe im tat bad.. Watched the stars frm the kitchen, its another of my relaxtion places to sub for not goin to EC(East Coast), watching the stars at nite cools me dwn and relaxs my mind, just love the feelin of being together wif the stars and lettin them help me in watever situations im in..But..they did not giv me the comfort they used to giv tonite,m all seems lonesome tonite..... Came back and mapled for a while and then eyes too heavy to play so KOed. Nitezz . *Stars...a fragment of the light which gives us revelation and comfort in times of darkness...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 4:31 AM
* * * Revelation and relaxation... * * *
| Went to work and there was not much to be done there, practically slagged the whole day!! Went to send a few purchased furniture with the drivers and also went Hilton Hotel to collect one normal long fridge and one ULTRA BIG fridge! Its abt 5 times the size of me or biger lor! After atat went back to the factory and slagged ard cause nth to do. While slagging, out of boredom i started noticing the way my colleagues were conversing wif each otherand i've noted dwn some VERY interesting things! Message they will pronounce as messe, bus as butt, office as opit, table as lable, box as bog, River Valley as Deepavali, don't as loan. Its not tat im mockin them or wat, but then after really concentrating on wat they're sayin, i actually burst out laughing..and they were wondering wth im laughing abt.... Met Gene, Mandy, Huishan and went Eski Bar at Boat Quay, considered 0 degrees bar but then its really not very very cold. Though its quite a change frm the normal pub, the music's not very gd as it is techno all the way! somemore though im a smoker the pub shouldnt allow smokin in the pub cause really very smoky there! There were quite abit of ang mohs there the ppl there were quite allrite. Drank a few glasses of Bourbon there and we shifted to a hall-type karaoke pub a few blocks dwn, we were reversing to a parkin lot when the car behind horned, i mean we were not very close lor! then the fella came beside us and point here point there and went away, Gene went like,"WTF! Wats his prob man!" I felt quite pissed too cause i mean if u are not comin to the place to find trouble y point here point there all tat stuff, makes one boil up u noe... Went to the pub after tellin Gene to cool dwn and we had wine(red) and played pool and sang song there, didnt like the red though, actually prefered white or champange. We sang like til 2plus then went hm. bathed and wanted to maple for a while, but then KOed in front of the screen!! |
SpankyJewels posted at 4:08 AM
* * * Boringg... * * *
| slept til like 2 plus then worked up, played maple for a while then flipped thru the bks, after tat opened up com to tidy up the songs i hav inside because of the mp3 player, played maple ag.. Tom's my grandma's Birthday, but cant go cause got work.. no choice.. Boring, Boring, Boringg....even the guitar tat i sometimes play to ease my boredom cant comfort me...Haiz...Lacking something, or some1 here.... *The best is yet to be, the last of life for which the 1st was made...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 11:30 PM
* * * Preparation... * * *
| Met with irvin, jj and pearline in sch to go buy books, there were alot of ppl there lor! Think alot of them are freshies..Hmm Thinking abt the time when i myself was a freshie... After tat went dwn to the auditorium and saw andrew, he seemed quite angry tat we came to sch wifout him but we told him we tot he was busy iwf his ogl thing. (Actually it is partly our fault nvr giv him a call..) He seemed quite hurt and then bade us gdbye to do his things. Poor thing! Cant do much for him anyway. After tat we went AMK K-pool, had a stomach ache so called jj they all to play 1st, when im done they had started the game alr, so sat nearby and watched them play. But then flet very bored and Pearline also dun wanna play so i went a find a guy whose playin by himself, he seemed very pro playin 9 ball so i challenged him! BUt then we share punch lah! Playin only mah! Boys' frm CJC and he's waiting for his frds to come join him, had a very unique name called Dragg and he played quite well, said he previously had been in tournaments and im like , "Shtye! I must concentrate hard liao!" We played for abt 15 matches and he lost, abt 9 to 6. Maybe he is giving in to me , who noes? Went back after tat and then i confirmed with my auntie abt the MP# player taat i wanted (Creative Muvo 512 MB with Radio!) Felt very lost and lonely and cant do anything so went window shoppin at sunplaza. saw a few 3 quater tat i like and wanted to buy it, but the sales gal say cant discount! i mean im not buyin 1 or 2 nut plannin to buy abt 4 leh. she said 19.90 is very cheap liao but i insisted. But she say cannot in the end bought one only. Later on i went upstairs to another shop and the auntie gave me discount of $4 on 1 pair of 3 quater shorts and t-shirt after bargaining wif her, well better then none rite! Then cheekily i went to the shop downstairs and purposely walked slowly and sort of showed the salesgal,"Hmmph! u dun giv me dicount i buy frm other stores more!" Bad Boy! Been smokin more these days, dun noe whether its stress or wat but really feelin down, not noein wats botherin me.... *sorrow feels my heart, wif undescribable feelin tearin thru my whole body, renderin me helpless in the eyes of my enemies, who then hsall save me, i dun noe...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 11:48 PM
* * * Helpless... * * *
| Removal went well today, went Westin Stamford Hotel to take some pillows and mattresses. Atfer tat went back to the factory and stayed the whole day there. frm 4 pluz til 6.30 slag. gdgd! Frd wanted to intro a gal of his to me but i rejected it. He said she's my type but i was wondering, i cant cope wif one more thing wif alll the situation im facin...Haiz... hav to postpone this til a later data liao.. Talked to my frd abt getting the super 4 thing and he recommended me his frd whose not goin to drive his charade anymore, i hav to continuw his instalments and then drive the car. talked to a few of my close frds and maybe goin to take it frm him, though it might be an old car but its still a form of transport.....Thinking.... Met wif one of my frd, lun, and we talked for a while, his not been workin and i gave him $50 to pass over the moment. told him to find a job but his always, "okok, wil find one lah." he's 30plus alr and stil doesnt noe how to think! wat if his gf now wanna get married or something and then wat if he got kids or something? Cant he think a bit further! Wanted to help him but very tight on my side .... Talked to dad abt his situation, told him tat if the worst case senario was to happen, i will not continue studyin and work full liao to support the family and my bro's sch fees. He cried...dun noe because he was touched or because he felt helpless, well... nth i can do cept to wait for the medical report. : ( Timetable came out alr, Haiz.. 1 week later gonna start sch liao.. Its gd in a way, faster finish it faster go out and work liao.. auntie gave me a price tag of $141 for the 256MB FM Creative MP3 player..asked irvin and sharon for their veiws and they gave the green light, but then still considering the benefits and if i would really need it..... Was sad these few days, dun noe y, feel soo helpless, so lonely and pissed off over the minute details..stress? loneliness? cant say for sure, but i feel im gonna break down soon, i always try to care for others probs and stuff but who wil care abt mine, who can be there for me when i really need her....i dun wanna trouble others though, tats y im always cooped up inside of me and nvr turn to any1. Been thru too much experiences to really open up to any1 now....But i must try to go on... for the family i hav now, and the future one tat i wil hav..... *It hurts..... when u are alone....* |
SpankyJewels posted at 11:14 PM
* * * Relaxation.. * * *
| Grace's birthday today, went wif irvin and jj to sun plaza to pick perfume for her, saw cool water ( for ladies, maybe goin to buy it cause the one at home used finished alr, very nice smell, i LOVED IT!) Went dwn to Marina South to meet up wif drew and the gals. Chose a place outside tat is overlookin a bunch of great lookin cars(integra, airtrek, mr2 alike ect), had steamboat then went bowlin, but then the bowlin alot of ppl so in the end hav to go play billiard 1st. waitd like an hr plus and still no cal frm the bowlin recep lol! Went dwn and saw tat there are lanes available, BUt then wat happened to my reservation??? played alr then went to play arcade (been a very long time since i played these games, but they are still nice to play though!) Then the topic of goin hm was brought up by dun noe who, and some of them were worried abt the midnight charge and all tat stuff, tat time i was thinking and regreting not renting a car tat day (at 1st tot tat rent car at least must hav $120 for the car and petrol everything, so decided even if i take cab onli 20plus at most 30 onli mah, so nvr rent) and in the midst of all these im only like halfway enjoying myself then came this topic. i mean it was a REAL killin of the spirits and dampener lor! But then come to think of it maybe the rest are not workin and then they might be paiseh to rely on others, no offence! i mean im the type who will work til my bones felt like breakin and work and work, but then when relaxtion i'll play til ALL the group feels tat all hav enjoyed to the MAX. Tats wif the frds i hav now and we'll help each other out in terms of finance and transport, i mean tats wat called frds rite. Now i hav we'll share, next time i dun hav u hav we'll share ag, nvr sayin i pay hw much u muz pay, NAY! i dun wan tat! In the end quite enjoyed ourselves and irvin gave us a surprise by askin his gal, pearline, to giv us a ride hm. POOr THING hav to come all the way frm AMK to fetch! THANK YOU SOOO much!! =) This incident really strengthened my determination to get a transport alr... *Friend - One who truely noes who you are, understands, appreciates and loves u just the same* |
SpankyJewels posted at 10:15 AM
* * * Birthdayzz * * *
| Went to Hotel Phoenix to move the furniture today, alot of mattresses there, but then finished quite early at 3plus 4. We went back to the factory and the boss bought dim sum and beer ofr us.Were all wondering wat special occasion it is then the daughter confessed it is her birthday. It was very shiok tat day lor! rested frm 4plus to 6plus. After work went to meet lun and we played CNC for a while withwhich we went to meet uncle li at the MRT. Uncle Li's still the same (rugged, old and like those 70's bengsters, but he's very nice and friendly to us), went to devonshire rd to meet up with our previous Japanese boss(It's his birthday too), celebrated wif him and he was touched i can see tat, then he said tat maybe next sat if we free go to his hs near devonshire to visit his wife and kids (he's got a very beautiful and loving wif and 3 kids, the youngest of which is also a very sweet gal). later on we prceeded to Joo Chiat place where uncle li's frd has a pub there. Went there and drank a little, he introed me to a waitress there, Mellissa. hav a very cute smile, 25, single and tanned, asked me to sing one song with her and then we continued to sing dun noe 4 or 5 more after tat! later on lun's gal came and im impressed by her singing of "hui jia" and "dong shi - sun yanzi" , very alike lor! *Anuptophobia....* |
SpankyJewels posted at 5:48 AM
* * * Tired... * * *
| Really reallly tired atfer all these days of working, but still hav to do it cause dad's not workin and might need some extra cash to get pass this period. Xiaoyan called during break and she was also shagged over OT at Marriott Hotel.was juz recovering frm a bad case of flu she said and was wondering how hav i been doin, felt tat she called at the rite time cause i was also very shagged alr, but her call brightened me up and also she encouraged me to go on for the sake of watever im doin, thkz xiao mei! Went to see the star wars movie, quite ok for me, cept tat the receptionist always hav this mentality tat ppl always come in pairs, dun noe y. Everytime i go and watch movie and say, "Ticket for one for somthing" and they will always go like,"ticket for one?? for one??" and i'll be like,"Yes pls, ticket for one..." thrutout the movie, one thing though, didnt noe tat the movie was a repition of the prevoius chapters, now then noe! tot it was a continued one, lol.. Well.. the movie was ok, ironically, while they were sensing A DISTURBANCE IN THE FORCE, I also SENSE A DISTURBANCE, but not IN THE FORCE, but in my STOMACH. thkz gdness the movie was going to be over and i had to ran all the way back hm to ease tat DISTURBANCE in the toilet! lol! MapleSEA cant play today, there's some prob i think, wasted! And i hav to thk andrew for letting me play his acc for a while, now wif the new acc in MapleSEA, im aiming for magician....hehehe. Felt better these days not thinkin abt finding my other half, absolutely no time for it! gd also, if she wil come , she wil come. seems to me tat when i stop findin, gals i hav previously known hav been callin up and contacting, gd i guess. =p Was thinkin of getting the 2a license liao, then get one super-4 or something cause was thinkin now if i really wanna get a car also hard, so get a suitable transport 1st, maybe will start it when sch reopens, maybe... *To be or not to be is our decision, to continue or to end is our choice...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 12:40 AM
* * * Sooo gd.. * * *
| Slept at work today. NOT MY FAULT! cause we were waiting for the lorry and it is like 45 mins before it came, i was looking at the scenery of orchard because we are removin a conco juz behind HMV on the 15th floor. the wind was so gd up there that i slept wifout noeing it. slept for a gd hr before the lorry finally came.SHIOK ah! looked thru the papers today and saw the ntuc insurance plan, thinkin of getting one of AIA and one of NTUC of hundred each mth, plus minus should last for 20 to 25 yrs, then i 30 plus got a lump sum of $ alr : )...STILL CONSIDERING... Haiz cant get the 7610 liao, still to steep a price to pay for it, wasted, been wanting to get that. Sunday is Grace's birthday, guys still undecided on wat to get for her, and grace herself still did not make up her mind on where to go then. tat day maybe got work but i guess i cant go. still ,the $'s very tempting cause its a hundred on sunday and 60 weekday. star wars come out liao! will find one day to go and see it, seems very nice, hope it doesnt disappoint me. Sharon msn me earlier on, said dec go on an overseas trip cause she might hav off and will not be flyin for a while, hav to see 1st though... somemore she said she wanna intro a gal from NUS to me, ..hmmm..the gal seems quite cute but wondering if anything will come out of it... *The love in your heart wasnt put there to stay...love isnt love, till u giv it away...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 12:18 AM
* * * Some1 special... * * *
| Was still removing Mandarin today.AND... i saw a gal very cute today, she's workin in the same hotel and was carrying some things in the lift. (Not very preety but tanned, very cute smile and BEAUTIFUL EYES!!) Wanted to ask for her num but she had a frd wif her, gave up the chance and she went to basement (i'm at level1), and she LOOKED BACK be4 the door closed...LOL! i went to basement to look for her but cant find her, WASTED! To add to my demise on the chance of the gal, today work til 9plus, SHAGGED OUT MAN! the bosss like torturing us lik tat, eat lunch havent 15mins call us to work liao, wth! Pestered poor jane ag cause the uploading of the song into blog got some probs, she had to view my own blog and edit for me, WAT A BRILLIANT IT student am I!! She figured out the prob a while later and my blog hav song can upload liao, HOORAY FOR JANE!! Was a little envious when we went hm today , cause my colleague's gf came and she was lik, "aiyoh, u looked soo shagged,i tom buy some nourishments for u.". NTH TO SAY rite! SOOOO envious lor...nvr mind, i keep sayin this in my mind,"Patience is a virture"...... this is but a sentence tat came up when i was workin *If only silence is the only way to slove everything....* |
SpankyJewels posted at 12:52 AM
* * * More than words could say. * * *
| Shagged out, TOTAL!....cant lift my fingers to type another word...Nitez. *Success is defined by challenges and risks* |
SpankyJewels posted at 12:47 AM
* * * Shagged out! * * *
| Today still removin the furniture at Mandarin hotel. Totally shagged out! I'm like half dead when comin back. Dun say we singaporean workers say 'xiong', even the bangalas workin wif us also say 'die man die man this job!' Lol. EVOLUTION 9 come out liao. Zhan! Heard frm frd tat jackie chan was at Kallang there demonstrating.. Wasted cant go cause workin.. Got a pic of the car below..VERY VERY NICE!! Now the feeling of getting a personal car for myself is getting stronger and stronger..(Still considering the pros and cons, but earliest still hav to wait til after poly.. Haiz!). Elgene recommend Lexus altezza, Honda Integra(4 dr), and Peugeot 406..Hmm.. thinking of the Lexus, cause it is comfy, fast, executive look, elegant when needed to too..maybe.... Went supper wif gene and mandy, then went yishun dam. Today got alot of 'Bengs' car, civic type R, Subaru TS wif TURBO, SIR all these. Got one civic type R very nice (cause inside sitting a cute little gal wif her dog looking out the window..VERY CUTE!!!) Stayed for a while then came back. Haiz.. wondering when i can get my car... *Like farmers we need to noe tat we cant sow and reap on the same day..* |
SpankyJewels posted at 1:26 AM
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EVO 9! Nice rite...My fave..
SpankyJewels posted at 10:41 PM
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Hotel room overlooking esplanade and CBD, cool rite!
SpankyJewels posted at 11:04 PM
* * * Day wif lots of emotions... * * *
| Went for the removal job at Meritus madarin today, The place was very standard lor! U noe in the coffee house and in the lobby there was absolute silence, on top of that they play wat i think was birds calling to make it a very serene place, very soothing indeed.Then later in the afternoon a very funny thing happened, as i was wif my supervisor and another colleague whom their ages were abt late 40's each. We were walking back frm the kopitiam and we had lost our way cause the whole Marina Square is under renovation. Then we reached a path with either left or rite. The supervisor pointed to the left and said ,"come lets go here, adam", then the other one said to me,"come lets go here, adam" and pointed to the rite. The dilemma was because both of them said the words at the same time, and i was like,"left or rite, left or rite.." In the end i waited like 2 to 3 mins for them to argue finish abt which way to go while i quietly sat one corner and relaxed. LOL! (Gd for me also =p) Called Sharon and she asid she felt better, didnt noe herself y she broke dwn yest but she said she's fine alr. I was thinking, "FINE = Fanatic, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional" Well, tats comforting! Took some pics while we were resting before resuming our work at the hotel(at the bottom)very nice rite? Took it wif my 7260! After tat work til go back to factory and boss said tom maybe got OT. gd lah! Waited very long for OT liao. But one thing, MY BACK ACHES LIKE HELL!! Need some1 kind enough to massage for me, getting old liao, Any volunteers??? |
Dad came back alr, feeling better but he has to go therapy ag in June... haiz, wat will happen leh, no one noes.
Wrote something during teabreak:
*Seemed so fragile yet so free, the life of a being hw gd it can be. The paths of different ppl lie seperately, only he who understands wil noe and see. Some are happy and some are sad, but to stop at these we will not let. It may be others tat enjoy now, soon will be mine where others will bow...*
SpankyJewels posted at 10:34 PM
* * * What a day! * * *
| Went fishing today at 12am, lots of fun cept for the fact tat 2 gals came up to me ask asked mi, "Uncle! got catch any fish anot? Uncle! got anot?"*No words to say* Then when they came closer they paiseh paiseh say, "oh! sorry we tot u and ur child fishing here (my frd brought her younger sis along) Then they kept on smiling and talking abt the beach there..." My frds were giggling when i went up to our relax place cause the 2 gals had said quite loudly and every1 heard it! Haiz! getting too old to be of my actual age...Been talking wif my frd over the finding of the rite jobs and how we wish we could finish poly faster, so we could work alr and then finance every expenses needed.. nevertheless, i will continue to work towards wat i wanted, my dream... Sharon called halfway fishing, she was sobbing and stuff and i let her stay tat way for a while. after she had cooled dwn a little i asked her wat's wrong, she say she just felt like calling me.. And i was like, "??????" Then i asked her if any1 bullied her or something happened to her dogs or family got prob she say nth wrong. Cried ag. Waited for a while and told her i will go to her hs dwnstairs or sumting, she said nvr mind. Poor soul! Wished i could help her but at a loss.. May God help her in ways i cant... *With the passing of time comes disclosure of the strongest, bravest and yet also the weak and timid* |
SpankyJewels posted at 3:39 AM
* * * A series of unfortunate events.. * * *
| Everything went well today, i guess. Was thinking i'm always the lucky one when comes to working at this place, removal. I'm always the one who got the quite easy job.. Lucky me! Called my dad at the hospital, he still says it ok down there (hav to wait for 2 weeks of therapy then if still cannot heal hav to go for surgery..). Mum seems very lonely, but nth tat i do can cheer her up, haiz. Then dad is like tat, was thinking worst case senario i'll quit sch and start workin full liao. Otherwise the expenses of the family plus the sch fees of my bro and also dad's medical fees..After work went wif my colleagues to visit any colleague of mine who's got heart attack. He seems to be in pain wif both sides of his elbows purplerish red (because of the supposedly suction of the clogged blood in the blood vessels, it looks horrifying!) i'm not very close to him, so i do not noe him much, all i noe is tat he is still single, age abt late 40's, weigh abt over 100kg and is a very loud and humorous person. Was wondering.. Will i become like him, so lonely, so helpless, so carefree tat he doesnt care abt tom..i WOULD NOT wan tat! NO.. i want to hav a loving wife wif 2 kids if can one gal one boy, stable business, and go travelling if free wif family, let them rest and explore the world! Later in the evening i went to visit anothere frd of mine and he told me abt a frd of mine called Pauline. She's into some "situation" and its not very gd on her part, i mean she hav a baby gal liao and she still does the things which i hate now, wtf, she should noe how to thinnk liao mah! Called me yest morning abt 5 plus and cried and stuff. Told me abt alot of things, i mean come on man, she's attached wif a boy who loves her and she still does tat. i lectured her and told her not to and to relax and stuff.. Haiz.. Why are humans always so frivolous and duncare abt the consequences wan??? Nth to say.. *Outwardly wat do they wanna strive for, Inwardly wat do they wanna achieve...* |
SpankyJewels posted at 2:09 AM
* * * Gratitute.. * * *
| Finally! Thankz to dear little Jane for her wonderful assistance in the production of this blog, lazy old me can FINALLLY blog my way around. Arigato kosaimaz! Been waiting for a long time to be able to have something like this and i'm thrilled. Now i can start my journey of life and record it down. Heeheehee! |
SpankyJewels posted at 1:58 AM